@Militaryspouse

I’m on my phone, so I can’t get to your ask box.

Basically, my OB was concerned because I have started getting really depressed during this pregnancy, and I also suffered from debillitating post partum depression with my first. She thought it was best to prescribe Zoloft and have me see a psychiatrist to tweak in other meds since I am actually bipolar(among other things).

Today was my first dose. I’m supposed to take 50mg for a week and then start taking 100. Anyways, about 30-45 minutes after I took it, I started feeling really sick, dizzy, and weak. I decided to go let my husband know that I might need his help today(he was asleep after a long shift). When I walked back to the bedroom, I ended up on the floor in front of the door, too dizzy to stand. He had to help me into bed. After about 45 minutes of lying down, my eyes shot open, my heart started racing, and I couldn’t be still. Everything seemed hyper real(still does). I’m edgy, nervous, and shaky. My eyes can’t focus on anything. Like…trying to read something is nearly impossible.

This is generally how I feel when I am in a very severe upswing. I tried contacting a psychiatrist…they are closed til Monday. My OB’s office is open, but she admitted that she didn’t have extensive knowledge on bipolar disorder, which is why she referred me to a psychiatrist. I’m worried that if I call them up, they will suggest a med stabilization in a hospital setting. There is no way I can do that with a toddler and my husband going back to work Sunday night.

Is there any way I can lessen the side effects I am feeling? I haven’t been on zoloft in years, so I can’t remember how long it used to take for me to crash or at least come down well enough to rest….

If ANYONE can help me work through some severe medication side effects in relation to zoloft, please message me asap.

Psychiatrists’ offices are closed til Monday, can’t just go to the er and I need help asap.

zombieinmybutt:

wizcoylifa:

what if humans lost all their skin every winter and walked around as skeletons and the trees get pissed when they have to rake all our skin off their lawns

how high are you

Another post on my personal.
Just a heads up if any one was interested in the link and pw.

I haven’t posted a lot lately

Things have been super busy around here.
Toddler chaos, crazy schedules, and general exhaustion…

Dili got switched to mids, so we’re getting accustomed to hjs new sleep schedule and “availablity”. It does make things easier for us, though. It means I don’t have to pay for childcare for my appointments and that I don’t have to drag the toddler along.

Annnnddd Dili gets a long weekend coming up, so I think we’ll end up in Seattle for some exploration and shopping, and we’ll likely go to the zoo and such. I wish we could do a babymoon of sorts, but that’s just not in the cards for us. It’s not too big of a deal…I’m just happy to have the opportunity to get out with the family anywhere other than this place lol.

Money has been tight for us the past four paychecks. It should be better the next paychecks though, since we bought our LAST big baby item. Of course, we only had like three big purchases anyways: The carseat, the crib, and the changing table/dresser. I like that this time around, we were able to make “better” purchases. With our first, our furniture was gifted to us, and while we were thankful, there were a lot of issues with the furniture. We are in love with our big purchases—I know that sounds stupid, but we researched, price-compared, and put soo much work into these three purchases that I can’t help but feel fucking accomplished.

Annnnddd: we put together the crib completely last night :) Seeing it set up made everything so much more real. And after we assembled it, we were so glad we got this crib—it is much more “solid” than the crib we had for our first. And it’s easier to put baby down into it. The changing table/dresser will be delivered next week…ahh everything is coming together so well that I feel like flapping my arms and squealing lol.

Now I am off to grocery shop :)

Blech

I am so exhausted today, I have really bad sciatica that I can’t shake no matter how often I change my position, I’m lightheaded, and Dili will be asleep for another four hours or so because of that watch.

We “celebrated” Mother’s Day early yesterday since he was going to be passed out most of today. I wish I wasn’t feeling so shitty, sort of feel bad having to rest on the couch while B plays. We’re getting some cuddle time in though, so that’s good, at least.

Dear followers, be nosy. 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
6. What are you excited for?
7. What happened tonight?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
9. Is confidence cute?
10. What is the last beverage you had?
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
18. The last time you felt broken?
19. Have you had sex today?
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
21. Are you in a good mood?
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
24. What do you want right this second?
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
34. Listening to?
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
38. Who did you last call?
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
44. Do you tan in the nude?
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
49. Do you dance in the car?
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53. Is Christmas stressful?
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
60. Wear slippers?
61. Wear a bath robe?
62. What do you wear to bed?
63. First concert?
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65. Nike or Adidas?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
69. Ever take dance lessons?
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74. What is your favorite book?
75. Do you study better with or without music?
76. Regularly burn incense?
77. Ever been in love?
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
79. What was the last concert you saw?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
81. Tea or coffee?
82. Favorite type of cookie?
83. Can you swim well?
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85. Are you patient?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
87. Ever won a contest?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
92. Do you want to get married?
Bored out of my fucking mind, so do it.

I think I overdid it today(pregnancy issues)

After a day of being mostly on my feet, moving/lifting heavy boxes, toddler wrangling, shopping, and crib assembly…I am understandably not feeling my best at 7 months pregnant.

I put together part of the crib, and finally decided “fuck this I want to spend time with Dili before watch and eat noodles”. But when I stood up off the floor, I got an intense bowling ball feeling in my pelvis. One which I remember from my first. It’s generally not a big deal…just means baby has dropped further down(unless you have other symptoms, of course).

So I made my noodles and sat on the couch. Started feeling crampy. Ignored it. Kept feeling crampy with some pressure…considered telling Dili, but I didn’t want him worrying while on watch. And now that Dili left, I am feeling icky. My hips hurt, my back hurts, and I’m exhausted. Not really as crampy, though…so that’s good.

I need to chill out a bit. Bleh. Off to bed…not sure if I even make sense right now lol.

tugamaggie:

idopostmortems:

iarecharlotte:

attention everyone

this is what a russian 404 page looks like

 what was that?

Was NOT expecting that.

I have lost control. This is the funniest thing in my world.

oh my god

…what

uhhh

oh mY GOD

Damn it, it’s stuck in my head.

people who shouldn’t cosplay

reeses-and-redbull:

miryanaruto:

sandmanssandlot:

silencedrowns:

• people who are going to ruin other people’s fun by being a dick

• People who are twice as big, or twice as small as who they’re cosplaying.

• That right there is being a dick.

And then somebody actually….

wow.